Lunar Eclipse

Like a shadow, like a dark veil, like a harsh grip of an unrelenting storm, you slowly enveloped me, saturating my being with introspection, contemplation, and profound thoughts. Amidst the obscurity, uncertainty, and tears, I found myself yearning for a transformative journey. In the midst of this somber shroud, I felt a constriction, longing for clarity, struggling to discern a purpose. All I perceived was a coldness in my soul, an absence of gratitude, and an unyielding burden of judgment, both from external sources and from this internal ‘entity.’

The world’s energies felt like daggers piercing my heart. Why did they seem so cold, so judgmental, so critical? Where had kindness and compassion gone? Was I alone in this journey? I longed to escape this darkness, to free myself from the chains of non-acceptance and rejection, both from within and from the world. All I craved was love – to give it and receive it. Why did people appear so insensitive, so cruel, so indifferent? Why couldn’t they show empathy, understand, and treat each other with tenderness? Was pride the formidable armor that encased their hearts? It was all rooted in fear.

I carried the weight of the limitations that people imposed on themselves and how this energy reverberated through humanity. We came into this world to be authentic, to express ourselves freely, to love and be loved. We were meant to experience and create beauty, unity, and moments of grace. Why choose division? Why persist in fear? Why limit your potential? In truth, the act of self-imposed separation only isolates us from the interconnected whole, for we are all one.

Let love be your essence, your conversation, your embodiment. The more love you radiate, the higher the collective vibrational frequency becomes. This is a collective effort, and all of humanity reaps the rewards. People long for kindness and love. They desire to feel it, transform with it, and become beacons of love themselves.

I once felt inadequate, small, and disconnected, but not alone, for I was never severed from the source. A veil temporarily obscured my inspiration, my love, and my radiance. Instead, I dwelled in pettiness, sorrow, and inertia, devoid of faith. It was as if the switch of life had been turned off.

Then, as the Taurus Lunar eclipse on October 28th concluded its phase, the veil dissipated. Suddenly, everything was crystal clear, and the weight disappeared. I smiled, wondering why and how this transformation occurred. The veil had descended over a month ago, ushering in a period of self-doubt, self-punishment, and self-condemnation. I felt weak, unable to fully defend myself or understand and accept my own worth. It’s a daunting place to lose oneself. My greatest fear is losing my core self, the one that sustains, inspires, and connects us to higher realms—the self brimming with love, beauty, and abundance.

Without that self, life loses its meaning. The ego self reacts intensely, taking things personally, defending, and fighting, which only intensifies suffering. It may seem like it’s protecting you, but it’s only guarding an illusion of who you are, detached from your true essence.

You are a tremendous source of energy, capable of creating magic and radiating love. What happens in this three-dimensional reality is but an experience, designed to teach, transform, and help you understand your true potential. You are here to know yourself fully, to comprehend how everything affects you and propels you toward your true self.

Never lose sight of your essence, the richness within you, and your boundless potential as a creative being! Above all, transcend any limitations, nurture self-love, and love others as if they were one and the same soul. The concept of separation is nothing more than an illusion in the grand tapestry of existence.

Full eclipse in a night sky illuminated by stars. Elements of this image furnished by NASA (map source : http://earthobservatory.nasa.gov/blogs/elegantfigures/files/2011/10/land_shallow_topo_2011_8192.jpg)

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